感覺

新年快樂！

感覺真的好不一樣。好像太習慣過節都有你了。突然之間什麽節日都不過了好奇怪。 希望你是開心的！新年快樂！希望你夢想成真！g雖然很想和你過節但我也知道不可能，只希望這一年大家都開心平安的過。

I miss you so much. Getting busier this year, both you and I are stepping out for a better future. Something you said I'm not sure if I should believe but still. I am here alone with nothing to lose. Time will show a lot, I have my dreams to pursue so do you. Hopefully we'll see each other soon. Either same company or not some things will not change. Feeling upset this Dec as it just feel so different. Dec used to be such a happening month for me. 2011 Dec is just so different. I need time to adapt. Feeling down when everyone is happily celebrating.

It doesn't feels good. Hopes my health gets better. I hate it to feel breathless all the time. Inhaler is just irritating! Feeling upset and breathless at this very moment typing. Can I take a break? So much that I hope we can do tgt. Its a new year and soon its going to remind me of wat happen last year. And I really hate it.

I can't breathe just to think of that. Everything. Disappointment and all. Its just fuck up. Even friends who are close can no longer be trusted. Really I hate 2011. Let 2012 be a better year please.

對不起

失望

很愛過

so meaningful. =)

想念

我好想你。想念抱着你的感觉，想念和你一起出门拍照，想念我们吵架过后你哄我，让我不再哭，不再生气。也想念当我生病你照顾我的时候，还有当家里出事我心烦你都会在旁边安慰我，哄我开心，让我放下心来。

那么多的想念， 我只能藏起来。现在对你而言我是谁，我自己都不清楚。明知道你已经有她了，当你约我出来我还是很开心。因为你还会想起我。虽然常听你说你们吵架，但，看得出你很爱她。偶尔会想要叫你就此打住， 因为她并不适合你。但，那时你说你和她或许会结束了。那种眼神，让我好心痛。看得出，你心很痛，很舍不得。

即使我再想要把你挽回来，我更想看你开心的过每一天。现在，我会在旁边默默的守着，直到那个真正值得我付出的人出现。因为现在除了你，我容不下另一个人。

我最亲爱的，我真的好想你。对不起。

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